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Preparations for Xmas
Leaving Today
Leaving Tomorrow
Good day
My New Project
Didn't get the job
interview
Ping Pong
Going back up north again
bleak
..............
Last night's episode
Horrible
help
Disgusting
Control
Tired
Pens...
I need to do...
Scared
Horrible Day
I hate periods
Went to St Pauls
Tired
Birthday
Boring Day
*sigh*
Vanity
Shopping....tres exciting
Cold
Decent Day
Why I didn't Try Suicide Again
Cutting, but feeling better
Right-angled to the world
Quick update
A poem
Cut last night
Cravings
Two/one
Update
No joy
Anger, angst etc I'm a cliche
Still feeling angry...grrr
I can't take the anger anymore
Been in Edinburgh, feeling weird
short update
Why am I so angry?
Reviews
OK day
Update, feeling ok, New poem.
Split two ways
Row with my dad, I'm leaving
Changed template.
Update: seeing the psych, I've got to get out of here.
Update - not good
Update - moving out, living with parents. Crap.
Last entry for a while.
Lots of trips, still feeling crap
Saw the psychiatrist, a couple of new poems
Back from parents' house
Failed suicide attempt #2
Bye-bye
Saw the parents
Got my tattoo!
I'm getting a tattoo!
Depressed again. Saw the nurse.
Last exam EVER! Drink, drink, drink.
Couple new poems, random stuff.
Seeing the psych, exams, new poem, weirdness.
Stress, stress, stress
Depressed again, stressed about exams.
Went to a friend's house, new poem.
this week, slight delusions, two new poems
Spoke to my aunty, saw the nurse.
Told my parents!
I have to cut....
calm now, and a new poem
parents coming up on Monday
applied for a house, went out boozing, got depressed again.
Chick-lit book reviews
Up and down....up this time!
down again, new poem.
Stuff about me
Do I want to get well?
My favourite quotes
where have all the tall people gone?
webrings
cast of characters
theological musings, the agape-theory, and am I getting better?
plans for the future, things looking a bit brighter
saw the psychiatrist, had a row with my mum, cut again
failed suicide attempt, aftermath
drunken suicide note
ODed and wound up in hospital
feeling good for once, new poem
I told someone, nearly told a few others, several entries at once
update, things going ok
several days @ once, two cuttings & visit to the shrink
downtime
rant, rant rant
slightly better following pub
new poem
crap night
row w/ sophie
seeing the doc
First entry, cutting, pill problems
Archived: January - July 2004
Archived: March - December 2003