Not So Good

2005-04-03 at 10:50 p.m.

So I've decided to empty out my mp3 player and replace the tracks as I am heartily sick of the ones I have on there, having listened to them constantly for the past two weeks. I just bought the greatest hits of Queen so I might put some of them on, and some other stuff, I'm sure I'll find something.

I have a busy day tomorrow, resuming normal life. I have to go and sign on because I have £10 and then nothing, so I need the government to give me some money. I have to ring the job agency and find out why they haven't found me a job, and ask if I have something terribly wrong with my CV as I cannot understand why I am so unacceptable to even offices wanting a temporary person. Then I need to pick up a recorded parcel from the post office. After all that I need to find out when I go back to the night-class, find my assignment and complete it, and do some physics revision. I was going to do that in the holidays but never got round to it.

On another note, I think I might start taking my medication again. Things haven't been too great lately, although not absolutely awful either. I just seem to be slightly depressed and getting a bit worse, and should try to arrest this before it prostrates me entirely. Plus I have exams coming up and while I don't need to pass them, I would like to. So that means going to see my GP to tell him this. Though that will also mean telling my mother I intend to go back on them, which means that she will be watching me from now on, asking how I am all of the time (when I wouldn't tell her anyway), and advising me against doing what I want in case it makes me ill-er. *sigh* but I suppose I can live with that if I have to.

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