Um...Physics?

2004-11-13 at 6:15 a.m.

Well, not been doing much today (I mean, yesterday, Friday anyway). Overslept again so I'm not going to sleep until Saturday night. Which gives me time to clean the house and whatnot before the parents come home tomorrow.

I've enjoyed having the house to myself, as always, though I must admit to being a bit bored at the moment. I keep writing rubbish, and watching rubbish, and not doing any work. Oh dear.

Still I have managed to get some work done on writing up my biology practical. But the physics is hard. Still I'll have to get seriously to work on it as it has to be handed in on Wednesday and its already late. One piece of good news is that my dad has recovered my old physics notes from GCSE (all of them, bizarrely). See I knew not throwing anything away would come in handy someday. Hopefully they will be easier to read than the books I have, plus have the advantage that I know I can do everything in them as I've done them before. Not that this helps me overmuch with my coursework, but it will come in handy later, I think.

I've been downloading music, which now I cannot stop dancing to. I've got Old Red Eyes is Back by the Beautiful South, some folk songs, a Massive Attack song that I didn't know I liked until I unexpectedly heard it on TV, and Vivica which I can't decide whether I like or not.

I'm trying not to think of my little slipup. Mainly because I don't regret it, though I know I should. Its more...welcome than anything, because it feels like being normal. Which is definitely not a way I should be thinking, that cutting is normal for me, that way leads you to never stopping, for fear of losing yourself. I don't want to base an identity on what is quite frankly a deviant behaviour.

Oh well, back to the not thinking about it.

Does anyone else feel constrained to writing entries longer than their navigation sidebar, I wonder?

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