Fuzzy Head

2004-02-16 at 2:51 a.m.

Well, today I have been bumbling. (Good word, eh?). I've just been really lethargic, foggy in the head I guess. So I slept for most of the day and then refused lunch (unusual for me; I'm a bit of a pig) and went to read my book. Then fell asleep all over the place in the evening, couldn't even be bothered to play my game or get interested in the TV at all.

Its odd. I guess its just from my moods going weirdy the other day that now I've gone sort of...flat. Hot flat. Ummm. I can't really explain it properly, but its not being numb - because thats cold. I know what this is like: getting a cold. You know when you wake up with a cold and its the first time you've noticed it? When you're warm - not too hot or anything, but wrong-warm, and your head is all heavy and stuff? Its like that - except I'm not getting a cold.

I assume it will settle down, as I'm still moving from being depressed to being weird to being depressed....not so bad as it was this time last year of course, but not great. And no mini-high periods either, sadly, because the sod val (as my doctor calls it) works. Well, I thought I sensed one beginning the other day, but it never really made it. I should be happy about that lol.

Oh well, just hope for the best I suppose. I have to go sign on tomorrow, which means a nice trip to the disgusting shanty town that is the east end of London. And also a struggle to understand the accents of the people who will be talking to me in the jobcentre. *rolls eyes*

Parents are going back up north for over a week - mum for two weeks - starting on Saturday, so thats something to look forward to! I can stay in all day, dance about like a maniac if I wanted to. Not that I do but...its hard to get used to living with your parents after four years of complete freedom to go where I wanted when I wanted.

Later

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