Fog in the Brain

2004-02-09 at 10:36 p.m.

I only feel alive if I'm fighting someone now.

Or if I'm cutting, but I can't do that. Mustn't do that.

Its not that I want to die actively, but I don't want to go on. Does that make any sense? Like having fog in my head, I can't see properly anymore. I don't understand. I occupy my time with mindless tasks - no merit in any of them.

*sigh*

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