Back from the Holidays

2004-01-06 at 9:11 p.m.

Back in London.

Sorry I didn't update over Christmas and New Year, I meant to, but everything was extraordinarily busy. I've seen a lot of my family - my aunties, cousins, great-aunt, grandparents...and been doing a lot of shopping. After getting a Playstation for Christmas I've also been playing on that a lot rather than on the computer!

The holiday was good, actually. I'm still working on the Christianity & SI thing, and on a story I'm writing (trying to think up place names right now, which is always an arse, more later).

I've been feeling a great deal better. Still a bit low at times, but better than I have been for ages. I guess upping the dose of the meds has been helpful. Probably seeing my family was too, and having a very peaceful life.

Now I just need to find a job. Its then that it'll be crunch time - when I'll figure out whether I'm still a bit low because I'm unemployed or because I can't cope with normal life anymore. I'm guessing the former. I'm going to ask that my other pills be upped a bit more though when I see the doctor again because the valproate makes me incredibly sleepy while the moclobemide that I'm taking makes me wide-awake, if I can find a right balance between them I should be laughing!

Still cutting, on and off, but it doesn't bother me anymore. Its more in the nature of a personal quirk. Same with all the imaginings of death. Maybe I'm not quite normal - but then, who is?

Hope everyone had a great time over the holidays.

<< - >>
Notes | G-book