interview

2003-12-17 at 10:38 p.m.

Anyway, I had my interview. It went quite well - though it was a bit scary to be interviewed by important people. They asked good questions, which I could answer properly - not too many long silences. It lasted about three quarters of an hour and I'm going to find out the result tomorrow. I'm not putting high hopes on it, because I really have no experience in the job so if someone more experienced has applied (which is likely) then I won't get it. Still it was interview practise.

After that I just came home and slumped. Meant to write an essay for my other site but I was just too tired. I'll do one tomorrow.

I'm still very depressed, I still can't see anything to live for. I can't get suicide out of my mind, and I don't see any reason to try. I guess I've lost hope. I'm just trudging along until I get the chance to actually do it properly. I forgot to bring my blades down with me.

I'm supposed to be travelling up to Northumberland again on Friday, but I'd like to go on Sunday (which means I can go on my own). Trouble is my nana wants me to go shopping with her on Saturday. I might see if we can go shopping on Monday, when it might be slightly less crowded, and come up on Sunday. Then I can bake her Christmas present on Sunday evening or Tuesday or something. It won't take long.

I'll sort it out tomorrow, when I'm less tired. Just going to check out Safe Haven now. See you later.

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