Still feeling angry...grrr

2003-09-24 at 8:08 p.m.

Things still aren't good. I'm still having trouble reining in anger - and the very fact that I've been getting irrationally angry makes me angry! I've been having trouble with feeling a lack of emotion when I've been watching crime programmes with mum, too, which I'm finding a bit disturbing - I mean, I should be feeling moral anger at the idea of someone murdering someone else, shouldn't I?

Still, I just have to hang on till Tuesday now, when I see the psychiatrist again. Hopefully he'll be able to sort this out.

I was just thinking - if I was living in the middle ages with this, I would probably have gone into a convent or something. Its still tempting :)

Anyway, just a quick one, this. By the next time I post I should have seen the psychiatrist - so hopefully I'll be ok by then. I'm not at all sure how long I can cope with all this, and I've been feeling depressed as well. I wish I wasn't so confused.

Anyway, if anyone wants to contact me - just email, I can still get that using the library computers.

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